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Washed Away

The tide rolls in
As I lay along the shore
The water dancing at my toes
I look up to the sky
And see nothing
The blue sky
Is warm an inviting
But I don’t belong there
The tide rolls in
Swirling around my waste
The water feels so warm
The emptiness in my head
Is occupying my time
The tide rolls in
Embracing my neck
And still the emptiness
Explodes out of my body
The tide rolls in
And takes me out to sea.


This feeling..

Words to some
Emotions to others
The anger
Courses through my body
Making me see red
The hate
Swirls up and around
Clouding my view
The rage…
It builds and builds
Making me want to explode
I want to scream
I want to yell
But the fear
Helps me keep it inside


She laid there
Naked and cold
The fear
Overcomes her
He looks down at her
Tied to the bed
He slaps her
She needs to break
She needs to submit
But her will won’t give in
He slaps her again
This time across the face
The sting on her cheek
Burns like it’s been set on fire
Tears gently roll down her
Burning cheeks
He knows he’s almost broke her
But yet she still refuses to give in
She looks into his eyes
She sees no expression
After a moment he looks away
He moves to her shackles
And begins to tighten them
Pulling her arms higher
He then goes to her feet
And the familiar pull is there
He then runs his fingertips
Up her thigh
Past her hips
And around her breast
He caresses her cheek
And they make eye contact again
This time she sees his drive
She knows what’s driving him
She knows he wants control
He wants that dominance
He sweeps her hair from her face
And pulls so her head tilts back
He traces his nose
Along her jaw line
Moving to her tender neck
He kisses her softly
Then bites down
She lets out a slight moan
Now he’s got her
He will make her submit
He kisses her neck again
Making a trail down her neck
Down to her breast
He then bites her
Again she moans
In a mixture of pain
And pleasure
She doesn’t want this
She wants the pleasure
She knows what she needs to do
He stands up and looks down at her
She looks him in his eyes
And whispers


His smile holds
Hidden thoughts
But she has her own
She giggles
When he states at her
But she loves
That his eyes are on her
Her cheeks begin to grow
A deep crimson color.


I question..
My looks
My weight
My feelings
Never understanding
What inner beauty
Or outer beauty was
But only thinking
That I’m worthless
And that I will never be anything..
But you didn’t help
You told me
I was stupid…
You asked me
Why I was fat….
You told me
That no one likes a girl like me…
It took a few years
But I finally feel some confidence
In myself as a human being
It’s hard to maintain it
Around you… But I need to
I need to keep myself where I am
Because I spent days
Building myself up
Which then turned into years
And it got me to where I am today
No thanks to you
And your painful ways
You try to burn me back down.


His touch upon my skin
Sends electricity up my spine
My body is ready
And so is he
He sit himself behind me
I can feel his heat
His hand slowly slides downy back
Curling around at my hip
My head falls back
And my eyes close
My heart is racing
His lips are at my ear
And he whispers softly
And just then
His arms are around me
And I spiral into his world.


Screams dash human emotions
Something wicked hides
Sulking in the shadows
I sit motionless
As the shadows creep closer
So close I can feel it
It is searching
Searching me
Trying to find the fear
A fear that should be in me
But yet I don’t feel that
I feel… Nothing