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Lazy Sunday Afternoon

Lazy Sunday

 

A lazy Sunday afternoon

Sitting around playing

Getting on the xbox

To save a country from war

In Call of Duty

Or maybe we will get

Some dragons slain

In the world of Skyrim

It’s been a few days since

I last logged in

And leveled up my panda

It all her round cuteness

So many options

And all day to do them

Gotta love

A Lazy Sunday afternoon

Better make it good

Better make it good

It’s the final thoughts

The final words

The final everything.

I need to go out

With all the bells and whistles

So that everyone knows

What they have done.

All those years of torture

All those years of anger

All those years of hate

Just built up into one final boom

Won’t they be surprised

To see their name in lights

Well not lights per say

But on TV none the less

Maybe then they will understand

That bulling isn’t the answer

Maybe then they will finally get it

That I took about all I could fucking take

And the last grain of sand broke me

It broke me down into a million

Tiny fragile pieces

All in an OCD like pile

Waiting to be picked up

But no one is there

To help put me back together.

Close My Eyes

12:48 am

Still awake

Time ticking

Dawn closer

Death closer

These four walls

In my fear

Imprison me

1:03 am

Eyes heavy

Turn off the light,

Get over the dark

Itching

Tired

Lay my head

Close my eyes

Wait to die

Dawn is coming,

Soon my eyes will close,

Forever.

I Will Always Remember

I Will Always Remember,

The days we used to spend,

When I was a baby,

You would baby sit me,

You would rock me to sleep,

And sing me a lullaby,

As I got older,

We would play games,

How can I forget?

The nights I would spend over,

You’d stay up with me,

And tell me stories,

Because I was too scared,

To go to sleep,

Or because,

I was crying and felt homesick.

I Will Always Remember,

The great Birthday or Christmas gifts,

You always knew what to get me,

How can I forget?

The times we went out to lunch,

And left with our tummy’s full,

And the money I got from you,

For having that messy pig sty clean,

Or for good grades.

I Will Always Remember,

The times we went shopping,

We would try to find out way,

The very few times we got lost.

I Will Always Remember,

The times I ran to you crying,

You would always get me to stop,

Who will stop my tears now,

That you are gone.

As the days continue to grow,

I think of all the memories I will forever remember,

A life time of memories will not be forgotten,

From the first day i could say grandma,

Till the day I am forced to say goodbye,

Our time together was always fun,

But the time was short,

I used to dream of my wedding day,

And you were in everyone,

I guess some dreams don’t come true,

Thank you for helping me grow up,

I know that you are in Heaven,

Looking down and smiling,

You will still continue to watch me grow,

Even if you’re not here where I can see you,

You will still show me the right way,

I’m going to miss your visits,

Your Christmas parties,

And the fun times we had at your garage sales,

I’ll try not to cry,

As I try to let you go,

I’m not only losing my grandma,

I’m also losing my best friend,

I will always remember you Grandma,

You will live on in my heart and mind,

Just promise me,

You won’t forget me,

I Love You.