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Fuel to the fire

Wall away, go on
All you have done is shut me out
So I’m over it thanks to you
I’m pissed off
I’m hurt
Because you couldn’t grow a pair
And come and talk to me
I’m not a fucking child
I wouldn’t throw a fit
I would have listened to you
I would have been there for you
But instead you turned your back
So fine ..
You turn yours
And I’ll turn mine.



It begins to rain
Down on her face
And she lays in the grass
She has been laying here for hours
Just thinking about everything
About what’s been going on
And she lays here with her eyes closed
Taking in each hit these drops make
Like the drops are the words
Being spit from her enemies
Or words she herself have used
To build up her defense
Each drop hits her
Each one has it’s mission
But together they must try
To break her apart.


She threw herself on her knees
Tears pouring from her eyes
His back was to her
And he was walking away
He was sick of her shit
Sick of her flip flopping
Sick of her talking back
This time she went too far
Please, I love you
She pleads to his back
No one else will love me
Like you do
He turns to her and looks at the mess
She has become
He’s never seen her so disheveled
He can see the sincerity in her eyes
Hear the hurt in her voice
He can’t bare to look at her anymore
He turns his back to her again
His breathing hitches
And he walks out the door.


I want to break you
I want to hurt you
For every time you do it to me
I want my words to slash at your skin
Like a dagger piercing your body
Every inch of me want to break you
So I can hold that power over you
Like you do to me.


I question..
My looks
My weight
My feelings
Never understanding
What inner beauty
Or outer beauty was
But only thinking
That I’m worthless
And that I will never be anything..
But you didn’t help
You told me
I was stupid…
You asked me
Why I was fat….
You told me
That no one likes a girl like me…
It took a few years
But I finally feel some confidence
In myself as a human being
It’s hard to maintain it
Around you… But I need to
I need to keep myself where I am
Because I spent days
Building myself up
Which then turned into years
And it got me to where I am today
No thanks to you
And your painful ways
You try to burn me back down.