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Fuel to the fire

Wall away, go on
All you have done is shut me out
So I’m over it thanks to you
I’m pissed off
I’m hurt
Because you couldn’t grow a pair
And come and talk to me
I’m not a fucking child
I wouldn’t throw a fit
I would have listened to you
I would have been there for you
But instead you turned your back
So fine ..
You turn yours
And I’ll turn mine.


I stumble upon a river
Flowing wild and free
The sight of the water
Soothes my restless soul
I watch the water
And I imagine myself
As part of this freedom
And I drift away.


A shimmer of pink
Dances around her
Her brown shoulder length hair
Reminds me of someone
She giggles
And it’s the most delightful sound
My arms long to hug her
And my soul wants to be there
But I blink
And a sadness falls on my heart
Because the beautiful little girl
Remains just a dream in my heart.


The darkness is wrapped
Around me like a blanket
My body is weak
It’s betrayed me
My thoughts
Are dark like my surroundings
They are malicious and vicious
These thoughts
Have been banned from my mind
So why are they here now
These are the thoughts
That always required an action
It’s the only way
It’s what will make it better
I don’t need to see
To do what has to be done
The knife is already in my hand
And nothing else will make this better.

Washed Away

The tide rolls in
As I lay along the shore
The water dancing at my toes
I look up to the sky
And see nothing
The blue sky
Is warm an inviting
But I don’t belong there
The tide rolls in
Swirling around my waste
The water feels so warm
The emptiness in my head
Is occupying my time
The tide rolls in
Embracing my neck
And still the emptiness
Explodes out of my body
The tide rolls in
And takes me out to sea.


She laid there
Naked and cold
The fear
Overcomes her
He looks down at her
Tied to the bed
He slaps her
She needs to break
She needs to submit
But her will won’t give in
He slaps her again
This time across the face
The sting on her cheek
Burns like it’s been set on fire
Tears gently roll down her
Burning cheeks
He knows he’s almost broke her
But yet she still refuses to give in
She looks into his eyes
She sees no expression
After a moment he looks away
He moves to her shackles
And begins to tighten them
Pulling her arms higher
He then goes to her feet
And the familiar pull is there
He then runs his fingertips
Up her thigh
Past her hips
And around her breast
He caresses her cheek
And they make eye contact again
This time she sees his drive
She knows what’s driving him
She knows he wants control
He wants that dominance
He sweeps her hair from her face
And pulls so her head tilts back
He traces his nose
Along her jaw line
Moving to her tender neck
He kisses her softly
Then bites down
She lets out a slight moan
Now he’s got her
He will make her submit
He kisses her neck again
Making a trail down her neck
Down to her breast
He then bites her
Again she moans
In a mixture of pain
And pleasure
She doesn’t want this
She wants the pleasure
She knows what she needs to do
He stands up and looks down at her
She looks him in his eyes
And whispers


His smile holds
Hidden thoughts
But she has her own
She giggles
When he states at her
But she loves
That his eyes are on her
Her cheeks begin to grow
A deep crimson color.


I question..
My looks
My weight
My feelings
Never understanding
What inner beauty
Or outer beauty was
But only thinking
That I’m worthless
And that I will never be anything..
But you didn’t help
You told me
I was stupid…
You asked me
Why I was fat….
You told me
That no one likes a girl like me…
It took a few years
But I finally feel some confidence
In myself as a human being
It’s hard to maintain it
Around you… But I need to
I need to keep myself where I am
Because I spent days
Building myself up
Which then turned into years
And it got me to where I am today
No thanks to you
And your painful ways
You try to burn me back down.


Screams dash human emotions
Something wicked hides
Sulking in the shadows
I sit motionless
As the shadows creep closer
So close I can feel it
It is searching
Searching me
Trying to find the fear
A fear that should be in me
But yet I don’t feel that
I feel… Nothing

Lazy Sunday Afternoon

Lazy Sunday


A lazy Sunday afternoon

Sitting around playing

Getting on the xbox

To save a country from war

In Call of Duty

Or maybe we will get

Some dragons slain

In the world of Skyrim

It’s been a few days since

I last logged in

And leveled up my panda

It all her round cuteness

So many options

And all day to do them

Gotta love

A Lazy Sunday afternoon